Hello readers, It's been a long time since I wrote my last post. I'm on my flashback and see how everything turns so great every years. I want to share a little bit of my mind blowing and my story, so check it out.

I currently graduated from university, it feels like the time flies so fast. When I was on high school, I have a lot of dreams. I planned about everything that I want to do in university and what I want to be on future.time flies, since first day at school. a lot of things happen out of my plan. I learn how to be bold and strong. I can't imagine how I do a lot of things in 3,5 years on university. Can't wait to see a big things happen next.

there're a lot of things I want to thank to God. first of all, it's my graduation. I can't imagine how God smoothed my way. Many people said that my university is scary. but in three half years now, since my day one, I see how God turns every hard time into a good time. I never get a "killer" lecture, even though it's hard. I meet a lot of people and learn new things, I amazed how God makes everything so easy.

I thank to God what I learned from university, how I meet new people. I'm so grateful that I can learn to work as a professional. Now I finally get a job. The place I worked its so amazing, it bring me to my comfort zone. I meet new friends with a lot of background, and have more than just a work life balance.

I just want to encourage my readers to always be grateful and never give up. believe in your dream and your will, keep praying to God. it's so helpful and make your life more like magic. maybe life isn't be what you dream of, but when you look at your past, you will give thanks to God for what you got now. life is not just about a challenge, but i's a journey. You must enjoy the road you walk, the sun you saw, and every little things that you see in there. so, be grateful guys :)

Hello readers! Can you define what language is? For me, language is something we use to communicate our personal feel and personal think. There are so many language in this world, but do you know the most deep language in the world, the language that all human being will understand? They called, love.

Love is an indescribable feeling, there's no absolute definition about love. Love is a gift from God, full of miracle and grace. Love is not only romance that we see on disney, love is not shallow like sex, love is not about drama that we saw on TV.

The deepest meaning of love is sacrifice. We give up our ego to make the people that we love happy. It's not only for our boyfriend/girlfriend. it's for us who have a family, friends, and all the people around us.

For me, true love is about make the people we love live well. We do something to make them feel worthy and precious. Treat them better than we treat ourself. If you try to control someone as your wish and force someone to love you, it's not love. Love is about giving with a sincere heart.

Love is about fulfill the people dreams. When you fall in love, supporting them is the most hapiest thing. Seeing the people you love sucess can be the most important thing in life.

This abstract thing need a language to express, there's called love language. Every people have their own language to express their love, so it's important to appreciate their expresion of love. Don't humiliate little things that someone do for you, because every little things like that is a love expression.

Undestading people is the key of loving. When we love someone, we can accept their weakness, we accept them the way they are. That's important to build a relation with someone you love. Acceptance is the key to unlock someone heart.

Expressing love is as easy as you speak your language, but the question is why people hate?

People with full of hate actually need more love than normal people. They hate because they don't know how to love. Don't judge them and carry them with you expression of love. Believe me, no one in this world created to be unloved. They're loved at least by God. We should have an indipendent faith that we're loved. A lot of people have a problem with their relation is because they don't have a self secure about their self that they are loved. It's important to have a healthy self image and a high confident level that you're loved. It's the highest rule of love.

I can't really describe what is love, because it's indescribable and abstract, but I know what inside my heart, it is love.  So I recommend you to feel it with your heart personaly , no theory can truly describe love if you not feel it. What you can do just feel and express it. I guarantee you, you'll find miracle behind it. Happy loving 💕

Hello readers! How many times in your life that you feel your choice is wrong? How many times in your life that you feel things is going wrong? Or how many time that you fail?

My answer is often. Even until now, I know that some people have their own regret. The things that happen in the past that we're always feel sorry about it. Or maybe some failure that we can't accept it until now.

The question is, can something go wrong?

All things that happen in our life is never go wrong. For me, all things that we called "mistake" or "failure" is our "training". Never regret something in your life, if something seems like wrong or fail, it's a lesson for us.

For me, we never be "we are now" if we never go trough our past. Do you have a guarantee that if you never do the things that you think is a mistake, it will make you a better person? I can say, NO!

All mistakes that happen in our life is a lesson for us to be a better person. It is just a "learning objective" or the step you should pass to be better and better.

How big is your mistake in the past is not a mistake. you should have a fighting spirit to change and take the responsibility. It's just a lesson of life. It's like we're going to school and take the test.

Dont punish yourself to hard, the bigest poison in the world is regret. The situation will never change even you regret it. The one who can change the situation is your choice, if you know that it's not good, then change it! Feel sorry about yourself will destroy you.

You should forgive and accept yourself first before you want to change the situation, believe me that you're precious, whoever you are.

I like to imagine that our life is like drama. No life are wrong, no life are failed, it's just an episode that make a perfect harmony to complete the story.

Hello readers! Have you ever dream about the one who listen to you in anytime and anywhere? The one who keep your secret, undestand you even you're not telling anything? The one who stay 24/7 for you to listen your feelings, dreams, ideas, etc. who hear your anger and your sadness wherever you need it? Yes, I do. But the facts is, there's no one like that in this world. Your parents, siblings, bestfriends, even your partner can't. Human have a limitation, they have their own privacy, so you can't force someone to stay with you every single time in your life.

We can't rely in anyone because people is dynamic. The question is, how to share all that things, right?

I started to write all things that happen to me in a journal everyday. I tell my feelings, all good and bad things happen. I wrote about my ideas and my dreams, even an unnecessary things like "I want to fly to the moon". And I found that it's fun!

Writing is an important thing to do. What that i learn today, what revelation I got, etc. It's make our life became very organized. In a company, we know that they have a journal, prediction, etc in their document right? With all that things, a company can run their bussiness well.

Our life is more precious than company, dont waste our time to do something unnecessary. We can review our life by writing it.

I want to share my experience about writing. I have book for scedule my task, i wrote about my homework, my work, meetings, my ministry, even unimportant things like "my friend will come to my home" or "meet unexpected person". I write about my priority, I listed all things happen around me and arrange my priority. I write about my dreams and what I have to do to reach it, about what I want in my life. I listed my boyfriend type, about my vision, even a letter for my future husband (?). And the important things is about budgeting. How much money I spend today, How much I got. In 5 until 10 years from now, how much money that I have in my bank, what will I buy etc.

My style of writing is like I write a letter to God. In my heart I know that God will read it, so I can tell everythings inside. I write it like I'm chatting with God and share anything. I treat my book as my prayer.

By doing this, I found that my life slowly change. It makes me more organized, more discipline, and directed. I feel more confident and free by doing this.

I recommend you to do this too! It's fun to write a letter to God in an agenda or journal. Because people is a social creation, so we need to share things with someone, and no one can't  undestand us like God does. So, try it and you'll never regret it! Happy writing!

Hello readers! what do you think about a battlefield? the definition of battlefield is a place or situation where a battle is fought. for me, life is a battlefield where everyone who life there have an everlasting battle until their die. So, we are warriors. the question is, who we're fighting against?

Hello readers! in the beginning, I want to ask some question. How many times a day you complain about your situation? How many times a month you feel stress? it's sad to know the fact that many people in the world tend to complaining rather than feel grateful about their life. Whereas there is a power behind gratitude.

gratitude consist of two words, there are grateful and attitude. grateful mean expressing a thank you feeling and attitude mean a way of behavior that caused by person feeling or opinion. For me, gratitude is an ability to someone who have a qualify personality to feel thankful in every situation. gratitude is not about feel thankful when you got a happy things, but it's a maturity to feel thankful when you got a bad things.

people who have a gratitude behavior mostly have a fortunate life. Why? because they have a different perspective of seeing their life. what kind of perspective do they have?

1. grateful people understand that everything have a reason. seeing people behavior with many point of view. they not focused about their problem, but seeing their problem with a different way. they try to look a positive things behind a negative things. for example, If I failed now it's because I have to learn more so i can understand more.

2. grateful people not comparing their life with others. they know that every people is unique and have their own ways to success. so, there's no reason to compare your life with another, everyone have their times, their fortune, and their life. comparing yourself with another make you feel bad about your life. you can see positive things from others, you can learn from them, you can ask their key to success, but you should proud about yourself too, because you are made perfect by God.

3. grateful people see their failure as a stepping stone to success. Problems or failure that they have is an opportunity to learn. they focus on what I learn from this situation, not focusing on their problems. stop feel sorry about yourself!

4. grateful people never stop hoping and believing. dreams and hope is a fuel to our success. you should believe that you can do it, so every time you wake up, you feel excited about your day and feel thankful about it.

perspective is impact to the behavior and respon someone face their problems. so, it's important for someone to have the right perspective. you should have a right perspective to have a gratitude behavior. gratitude behavior makes someone have a fortunate life, it's because their spread a positive vibes that make people enjoy to hangout with them. people impressed with someone who have a gratitude behavior because they have a self awareness and a strong personality.

so, the moral value is if you want a miracle in your life, if you want to change your life better, you should have a grateful heart. saying "thanks" to the people who have a big impact in your life, either good or bad. and the important things is saying thanks to God. because we can't do anything if God not do something to us. Be grateful to your life because your life now is a miracle.

guarantee me, if you want to see a miracle, be thankful first and God will fulfill your needs and do miracle in your life! So, be grateful guys ^^